I seem to have phases in my life. Some phases are full of excitement, good times, and accomplishments. Some are based on contentment, with everything going steady and as planned. Other times, however, time goes by in a blur of little events that don't add up, as I live each day absent-mindedly, not really seeing a path before me.
The last of these is what I've found myself in as of late. I'm not exactly sure where I'm going or what will happen in the near future - everything feels as if it's up in the air. Judging from past experience, this usually leads to some sort of change. What this might be, I have no idea. I guess I will have to wait and see.
Have you ever had one person in your life that you just couldn't get along with? I have one of those. Thing is, he's a good friend of mine - I love spending time with him, he's a cool guy. But for some reason, we can never see eye to eye on anything, especially when it comes to personal issues and our opinions. It makes it difficult to be friends at all, because every time that we speak, we misunderstand each other and argue. Not just light arguing, either - dramatic arguing about issues that sit deeply with each of us. I want to keep him in my life, but I wish I could understand him better, and vise versa.
And as for the play I'm writing, I haven't made much progress. I mean, I have the basis for it, and even the characters to an extent. But, I have yet to create a conflict, or any dialogue. I don't understand why I'm so stuck on it. I really need to sit down and figure it out, but it all comes back to the craziness that is my life right now. I just haven't been in the head space to do it.
On a different note, my Aunt is flying in to town tomorrow. I haven't seen her in ages. Her and I have been close friends since I was born, and we've always been a lot alike. I'm excited to see her, and to show her everything that has been going on lately.
Anyways, I'm off.
Lots of love,
- Karebear
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